[It’s a protocol she appreciates. Zulius is the best boss—-the best friend she could ask for. She’s been pulled in so many directions the last few days that it was relieving not to be pulled in one more.]
[ Zulius watches her in confusion for a moment, he looks at her, he looks at the crystal on her hand. And then awful, horrible clarity crashes in. His ears pin back, as he sucks in a breath. Oh. Oh no.]
Do... Rosey? Are you saying it's the same thing that happened to Sampo?
[She did help, sure, but mostly she gathered materials. And Rose is the kind of person who would help anyone--while not paying attention to what they need help with.]
[The gears in her head are turning.]
[And turning.]
[And she remembers Sampo collapsing on stage, unable to speak.]
[ Zulius is not in the mood for gentleness right now - what they need is action, and they need to do it immediately. He's already gesturing at her to get her phone out. ]
We need to do it now. This stuff happens SO fast. And... I don't know.
[He wants to reassure her it would be fine, that's his usual trick- but he can't. Not with this. All he can feel is the horrible, terrifying pit in his stomach. ]
There was a big search and everything to get what could help Sam. So you have to tell them right now! So people have time to do something. Oh my goose, how long has this been going on and you haven't told us?
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Thank you. I’m that obvious, am I?
[And then she goes in for a hug.]
I’m glad to see you again.
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Juuuuuuust a teeny tiny ever so giant bit, yeah.
[ Still, he's eager to return the hug. ]
Me too, Honey. That was a real bad time, huh?
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[It's nice, despite everything.]
Yes, it...
["Felt like hell."]
It was particularly bad, wasn't it? I don't...I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you.
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[ Yeah no. He has to ask. About the rock thing. ]
So. What happened with you? That was uh... well, we saw on the TV what happened to you? What was that all about?
lemme know if this doesn’t work!
[People in purgatory could see things. She wasn’t in purgatory because she got trapped in a rock. But other people were.]
[And they very notably saw her die and not show up in purgatory.]
I’m—-not quite sure. When I died, I didn’t move on like the rest of you. I got trapped in this.
[She taps the crystal on her hand.]
[There’s no good way to say the next part, so she says it poorly.]
I think it might be eating my soul.
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Do... Rosey? Are you saying it's the same thing that happened to Sampo?
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[It takes her a moment.]
[She did help, sure, but mostly she gathered materials. And Rose is the kind of person who would help anyone--while not paying attention to what they need help with.]
[The gears in her head are turning.]
[And turning.]
[And she remembers Sampo collapsing on stage, unable to speak.]
Oh, that's...that's not good.
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[ Well.
Zulius' worry is growing by the second. He reaches out to grab her arms. ]
We- we gotta talk to the network! See if they can find a way to stop it! Sam nearly died, Rosey. We've got to fix this!
cw: terminal illnessish
[Not today, but, y’know, eventually.]
[The words ‘nearly died’ hit her like a truck. It’s one thing, to think that maybe the rock on your hand is eating your soul—-]
[—-and it’s another completely to realize it’s actually killing you.]
[Still, she tries to keep it together. Zulius has been through so much, and she doesn’t want to worry him any more than she has to.]
You’re right. Maxima is already looking, but if we reach out on the network—-
[She doesn’t want to die.]
It should be fine, right? Somebody will know what to do.
[They have to.]
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We need to do it now. This stuff happens SO fast. And... I don't know.
[He wants to reassure her it would be fine, that's his usual trick- but he can't. Not with this. All he can feel is the horrible, terrifying pit in his stomach. ]
There was a big search and everything to get what could help Sam. So you have to tell them right now! So people have time to do something. Oh my goose, how long has this been going on and you haven't told us?